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I'M FEELING

20050604

5months have past for 2005. one dae i was lying on my bed thinking; wad have i done to improve myself as a human-

studies; obviously i did not do well. glad dat i did not fail anything. but i did not do very well either. overall, my studies is the worst among the sec2 gerl athletes. very bad :(

character; i don see any improvement in this either. i have owaes been bad-tempered & i am still bad-tempered.

running; worst of all. get ready to listen to me crap-

i don see any improvement in myself, especially running. last thursdae we were training at gombak. the warmup was terrible, 5sets of 200 & 4sets of 600. wad a surprise warmup.

i struggled.

den we did the same old things & did one. get this right, is ONE set of 500 & 300. guess wad? i completed the 500 wad a sucky timing & did not do the 300 cos i was too tired.

wad kind of fcuking reason is this?

todae we did the same old things, warmup & stuff. guess wad? i fell sick & went to the toilet to vomit & i missed 4sets of 150 and 1set of 300.

i manage to struggle & run ONE set of 150 though. i noe i did badly, but coach told me it was good. thanks coach, but i noe how i performed.

wings is next thursdae & i think im going to let my mates down. i dont noe wads the problem wid me. my knee has been giving me problems. gastric pains is giving me problems. i might get hyper ventilation ANYTIME.

i feel damn useless when coach or my mates tells me to rest. because dey only sae so when dey sees dat i don have the ability to carry on.

seriously, 200 is a damn good distance. quite a number of people wanted to get into 200. i, luckily pushed my way in. but i dont noe if i have the ability to do it anot.

im scared & stressed up. the others are alot better den me. rah :/

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